A couple of Saturday's ago my car was broken into. Whoever did it didn't take anything, they just trashed the inside looking for something. Well since then I have been terrified that they would do it again, or worse they would come in my house. So I just started double locking doors and honking my horn a dozen times to make sure that my car was locked. So this Saturday was an answer to prayers. A door to door alarm company salesman came to the door and offered us a free system for simply putting a sign in our yard. I wanted to hug the man for coming. Dave kept telling him that we needed to talk about it and I kept telling him no we don't let's just get it. We only have to pay for the monitoring system that calls emergency services if we need them to come.
Well naturally you would think that I would be sleeping better? Not the case. I have had nightmares the last two nights that the dumb thing actually goes off. And then what do I do? What if it does go off? Dave said he would put a gun in my room, but I couldn't actually shoot someone. So needless to say the system that is supposed to help me sleep at night has been keeping me up because I am affraid that it will actually go off.
3 comments:
I am glad I am not the only person who has paranoia. Say a prayer every time you start to panic. That's what I started doing, it will gradullay go away.
Argh... Trust me I know the feeling. I try not tho think about the what if's but I swear it isn't easy :)
hehe, you're crackin' up! i think that's what it'd do to me, too, though.
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